Thank you Sjanie. This is exactly what I have been struggling with (among others, but this is a large [and by large I mean LARGE] part of my internal banter). Monkey brain refuses to let me read my book because I have so many other books I NEED to read to get to the place where I want to be, which is simply the first step in a huge, enormous, overwhelming staircase of other important steps needed to be taken to truly come to a place where I would feel comfortable and be able to take a minute to…b.r.e.a.t.h.e….
….oh, wait. There’s the inhale….